Divided. Still. What is this? Why is this? The more I gaze on the truth of me being both flesh and spirit, the more I realize and recognize my division. I’m so tired of the fight. I’m so tired of persevering. It seems like I’m thrown into one trial, then given a brief time of reprieve. Only to be thrown right back into the lion’s den of my life and mind, where I’m tasked for another tough road. I can’t express to you the amount of times I’ve wept and told God, ‘I just want to go home.’ Nothing rings more true when my flesh and spirit war. When I have to look at the gravity of the situation in which I caused and which I will walk away from. I wish I was less complex. I wish I was
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