Divided. Still. What is this? Why is this? The more I gaze on the truth of me being both flesh and spirit, the more I realize and recognize my division. I’m so tired of the fight. I’m so tired of persevering. It seems like I’m thrown into one trial, then given a brief time of reprieve. Only to be thrown right back into the lion’s den of my life and mind, where I’m tasked for another tough road. I can’t express to you the amount of times I’ve wept and told God, ‘I just